Wednesday, October 1, 2008
♥ CRASH WORLD..
why? why? why?
The excuses. The fights. The silent hatred. The death glares. The hurtful words. The lies. The pain. The insecurity. The hate has increased. Maybe into something more. Grown for the worse. When can they be friends again?
I love the both of you. There is no need for things to turn out this way. Why the cold war? Why the hate? Why must you become enemies? Best friends before. Enemies now. Why? Why?
False accusations to slander each other and hide the truth under the surface. It pains me to see how things have turned out. How two friends can change so drastically. To hate. To ignore. To hurt. Nothing pains me more.
You both say" It's cause of you and everyone else who joins in your circle of gossip and lies." But haven't you realised that your actions, your words not only hurt each other, stab each other in the back? They too stab your loved ones, your friends, everyone near you in the heart. Stop spreading stupid, dumb untrue stuff about each other to make people disappear from each other's life one by one, and to make yourself more satisfied, one way or another. It hurts. A lot.
My heart bleeds for you two. You. You. You. Both of you. When will it stop. I can't stand it. Can't face it any longer. Everyday, I look at you both. I feel the hate. Why hate? Both of you do not benefit from it. It's unhealthy. It's bad. I struggle in that silence, I fight my tears back, I tell myself things are not what they seem. You both are not THE type of person that would do such cruel things to each other, I believe you two once again, I force the smile. The hope in the smile. Hoping that you two will forgive and forget. There is always a time to FORGIVE AND FORGET. But NO. It can't happen any more. Its not possible.
This whole thing is nauseating, I can stand it no longer. No. This is not possible. I tell myself. No. No. NO. This pain, this false pretenses, its just all too much for me. The thought was frightening. I hated that feeling. I hated how it was like to feel like you. All full of anger and hate. The frustration bothered me always. I could not bring myself to do anything. I feel useless. There is nothing I can do. Nothing. Now. Before? Maybe. But not now. Not anymore.
All I can do, I guess, is to hope for the BEST. Hope that everything will end soon. To end well. And to wish you the best I can. To wish you strength. For you to be strong. Inside and outside. I love you both. My friends.
Hope-
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The excuses. The fights. The silent hatred. The death glares. The hurtful words. The lies. The pain. The insecurity. The hate has increased. Maybe into something more. Grown for the worse. When can they be friends again?
I love the both of you. There is no need for things to turn out this way. Why the cold war? Why the hate? Why must you become enemies? Best friends before. Enemies now. Why? Why?
False accusations to slander each other and hide the truth under the surface. It pains me to see how things have turned out. How two friends can change so drastically. To hate. To ignore. To hurt. Nothing pains me more.
You both say" It's cause of you and everyone else who joins in your circle of gossip and lies." But haven't you realised that your actions, your words not only hurt each other, stab each other in the back? They too stab your loved ones, your friends, everyone near you in the heart. Stop spreading stupid, dumb untrue stuff about each other to make people disappear from each other's life one by one, and to make yourself more satisfied, one way or another. It hurts. A lot.
My heart bleeds for you two. You. You. You. Both of you. When will it stop. I can't stand it. Can't face it any longer. Everyday, I look at you both. I feel the hate. Why hate? Both of you do not benefit from it. It's unhealthy. It's bad. I struggle in that silence, I fight my tears back, I tell myself things are not what they seem. You both are not THE type of person that would do such cruel things to each other, I believe you two once again, I force the smile. The hope in the smile. Hoping that you two will forgive and forget. There is always a time to FORGIVE AND FORGET. But NO. It can't happen any more. Its not possible.
This whole thing is nauseating, I can stand it no longer. No. This is not possible. I tell myself. No. No. NO. This pain, this false pretenses, its just all too much for me. The thought was frightening. I hated that feeling. I hated how it was like to feel like you. All full of anger and hate. The frustration bothered me always. I could not bring myself to do anything. I feel useless. There is nothing I can do. Nothing. Now. Before? Maybe. But not now. Not anymore.
All I can do, I guess, is to hope for the BEST. Hope that everything will end soon. To end well. And to wish you the best I can. To wish you strength. For you to be strong. Inside and outside. I love you both. My friends.
Hope-
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